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Time to start for real


ChloeNoir 
November 24, 2016



It didnīt start good. I wasnīt as prepared as I wanted to be.

As much as I love modeling, I started to feel more and more disappointed in myself this year. I wasnīt very satisfied with my work, I saw many mistakes in them. I gained weight and didnīt feel very good. Well, it wasnīt just because of that...
Some things in my life just went wrong. I didnīt feel like myself, instead of doing something practical or even something I liked to do, all I did was sit in front of a computer not doing anything, besides looking at silly videos and pictures, like trying to "brainwash" myself with stupid things instead of looking right at my problems.
Problems with (ex)boyfriend didnīt add to my well-being and starting to work at three-shift system again was even worse, both physically and psychically. It was all just plain wrong.

Itīs time to change that, time to stop running away from problems and start to do something about them.
Now I have plans. So many of them and I am determined not to back off again and not to loose the goals from my sight.

Itīs time to start anew with new motivations, new goals.

Next year is going to be different. Next year Iīm going to do things differently, Iīm going to learn more, try harder and try new things.
Iīm going to show my old self what life is about.
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Silky ,
Just believe in you!
4 years ago
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ChloeNoir ,
Thank you all so much for lovely words and motivation.
4 years ago
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Ventriquelle ,
As long as you claim your life back! One step at the time!
4 years ago
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FuriosAna ,
Toxic relationships suck, those can suck the soul right out of you... Glad you are back!
4 years ago
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Wroom ,
Good luck, take care and welcome back to the world!
4 years ago
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HooDoo ,
Universe will flow to you all that you need!
4 years ago
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BloodyBunny ,
Motivation is the mother of creation! Keep going!
4 years ago
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Jazzy ,
Just hang on and one step at the time! Welcome back from the world of silly videos :*
4 years ago
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